NIGHTMARES

Sometimes words become nightmares

Limiting you to be dumb

Locking your thoughts in prison.

I am so sorry for not being a dumb

Things accepted by many which I don’t accept

Often crushes me.

They say “you are not worth to be accepted

For you are devoid of accepted norms”.

I can’t pick up their words

I don’t see the soul of it

And words become nightmares.

Though I am often a coward

Sometimes I sweat out….

My bloody thoughts from within

Thinking that the triumph will be mine

But they steal the ultimate victory.

My senses are in a dizzy lake

Swimming…and swimming…

Not knowing how to swim

Wild thoughts…

Please don’t creep in anymore

I am neither your enemy nor your friend

Please be a stranger…

Leave me blank!

Make me ” what I am not”!

Abandon me

You vanquish my innocence

My happiness…my blood ties

Be silent be dumb

Run away with your stupid reasonings.

Go and kill yourself

Please extricate me from your horrifying pool.

I wish you to be paralyzed

I wish you would never knock at my brain.

But the fact is that

You don’t knock…

You are a thief

Slowly and soundlessly conquering your aim.

I understand you

You understand me

But they don’t understand us.

They labeled us mad creatures

Carriers of sin…

Of illegal possession.

For them we are irrational

For us they the same.

But we should be dumb

For we are alone and targeted.

We are unpleasant lonely challengers

Always defeated and defeated by them

They are equipped with nightmares

The nightmares even stronger than you

That shatter us to the core!